freakin mess up

I am more mess up then the girl in my book- Untamed a house of night novel number 4- i am confused about boys and i am not happi that i just have to say that i like 3 have a major chrush on 1 and a in love with my frippen best guy friend named TONY... I get excited when i even mention his name and i love him to pieces and more than that i like this realli nice guy named Chris and i have crushed on him repeatly and i honestly i am having them again and this friken sucks beacuse i have a crush on a guy named Jeremy and he is sweet and i